Today i tested myself for the F and N practical, i practically fail on all the dishes! It tasted horrible for the dessert!!! I hope to do a better job next time!

Damn it!!! Sooo pek chek today! I am boiling at 100 degrees now la! I'm actually angry with myself and a few people today!!! In the MORNING, i have some school ndp performance. I am playing a marching bass drum today. I am feeling really tired from playing the bass drum coz it is tiring. I was playing the bass drum for the parade and i was playing with all my might until i had no more strength but i choice have to tahan lo. Than my conductress gave me the signal to play louder @ that pt of time my blood pressure rose a little. After the whole performance, we packing halfway, i saw everyone went to the sewing room, so i carried that heavy bass drum to there also, nvm, no 1 told me to bring that bass drum to the 3rd floor, my blood pressure rose again, nvm, than coz d emo i accompany her la, than just leftt the bass drum and 1 more snare at the sewing room so i just ask the rest of my section ppl to carry it up for me. Ok still nvm, the worse is yet to come, i did not fall in with 2 more friends, than this 10 000 words tchr came and nag @ us. My blood pressure this time rose till almost all the way up!! Than she told me about me being a SL should lead them! And now my blood pressure rose all the way up already!! I find myself damn stupid for not being a good leader. At least some sec 2s are better than me. Being a leader is damn tough coz when u do something not very nice like being childish, or kena scolded it would affect ur reputation. Sometimes i wonder how to become a better leader. Coz i'm so used to being myself until i forgot that i'm a leader. But if i am being a different person when i'm in band, would that make me a hypocrite?!o.0

Oh and after the whole school programme, i went to jurong point with 3 of my friends d, sin and qi. Sin saw her friend abd her friend saw her and we were looking for a place at ljs, Sin friend gave up the seats for us ok good, than this FELLA from northlight school(there are 2 northlight schools in S'pore, 1 is at joo chiat area another is at the west part of S'pore) just sit at our place and pretended that nothing happen. Well anw, 1 tchr told me that nl school is for those quite slow learner but not very slow la. So i forgive him, what is done is done.:D

I'm tired now, damn stress and angry, anw, what is done is done can't be rewind, just learn from our mistakes and i believe GOD will turn all this bad stuff into blesseings!:D

Last whole week was a terrible week. I fell sick and my MC was 5 days. it was from Wednesday to Sunday. On Thursday i recover already than i was rotting at home watching the television programmes for the whole day. I was still on medication and then feel quite dizzy. Well i actually cannot go for the sunday performance but in my mind i cannot stop thinking about it. after thinking from Thursday to Friday whether to go for band, i had decided to go! And so i went. Wah piang eh! Have to get up dam early la. Have to reach school by 6 30am!!! After the performance every1 got a MACchicken! I was very tired that i went home to sleep. In the afternoon, wah i dam excited for something, i am going to meet my ex maid which is now my family friend! Praise the LORD for letting me see her again after 9 years. When i see her to me her looks have changed alot! I was really dam happy la!!! Even though now we seldom see her we still contact her via SMSes! Really dam happy!!!

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